Serene…

Hmmm… quite a while din blog le…. like very long hor cos so many festivals and events…. my birthday, christmas and new year…. though so many festival but din really enjoy cos of my toothache… can’t enjoy the food properly… and been visiting the dentist every now and den… dunno spend how much on my tooth liao…

i know one of the tooth is painful but dunno which tooth den dentist say its okie.. nothing wrong… until the pain is so intense that i knew exactly which tooth is in pain, den the dentist say is cause by the wisdom tooth… the only way to stop the pain is to pluck of the tooth or wait till after birth and pluck off the wisdom tooth den take medicine to cure the pain.. haiz… so i wait lor… endure with the pain….who knows…. one month later, the tooth start the shake and the gum became swollen… no choice visit the dentist again… den u know what the doc say, he say should have been treated early… haiz… what to do, they are doctor, what they say is correct lor… in the end the dentist did something to that tooth and hope that it will heal by itself and stop shaking… if not stil have to pluck out in the end… to think that i have suffer so much for nothing…

anyway 2007 had passed liao…. stepping into 2008 which is also another eventful year for mi… awaiting for the arrival of my little princess and my customary wedding… and also finishing my studies this year also… haha… like so many things to accomplish… oh ya.. and i’m going to choose my new flat next mon.. hopefully able to get the unit i want… must pray hard hard for mi k…..

1.16pm 9 Jan 2008

Last nite was a terrible nite for mi.. intense pain for almost 4 whole hours… i dunno where does the pain come from.. not toothache.. but my whole right jaw was in pain.. pain until the inner ear there also… the pain was super intense and unbearable… basically i’m in tears for the 4 whole hours.. when i woke up in the morning, both my eyes were swollen..

now i’m wondering if i could take the labour pain… will it be as painful as last nite??? ppl say that labour pain is the most painful pain in the world.. den like that how?? now i’m a bit scare when come to think about labour… -_-"""""

10.39am 12 Dec 2007

YeaH!!!! Finally got unlimited internet access at home le…. dun need to wait till at sch or go back hougang den can use internet liao… haha…. best of all is that it is mobile… can use it anywhere… keke…

Now exams finally over le.. starting my so called "maternality leave" liao… hehe… waititng for my little one to come out in march… baby is growing bigger and bigger… can see her face on the scan liao.. so cool and nice… today bought a few clothes for her… they are so small and cute.. but a bit expensive..

now whole body very tired… how i wish i can have a whole body massage now… hehe….

10.30pm 2 Dec 2007

having toothache now… very pain.. wanna go see dentist but cannot… hai.. my grandma says must see timing one, cos if timing not right will affect the baby… argh… now have to bear with the pain liao… another 4 more months b4 baby is born lei… am i going to bear for 4 months + 1 month confinement??? OMG!!!! how am i going to survive?? past few weeks only when eating will feel a bit of pain… today the pain is continuously de… HELP!!!! going to cry soon liao… baby baby… pls help mummy… stop the pain for mi until u come out k…

recently can feel baby kicking inside vey frequently liao… the feeling is so cool.. haha.. dear is also very happy to be able to feel the baby moving.. haha…we can’t wait to see the baby next Mar…

11.08am 7 Nov 2007

lalala… finally get to blog again… its week 8 of sch liao… project piling up… sianz… my little princess is growing well… going for the detail scan next week… like so fast manz… going 5 mths liao without feeling it actually been so long le… morning sickness stopped for the past 2 weeks and i was like so happy la… but these few days it came back again… the same old feeling of vomiting after a meal… think my weight is going to decrease again liao la… but also good la.. dun put on too much weight… 5 months put on 4 kgs… hopefully from now until birth put on another 10kgs can liao… haha… my wishful thinking sia… but that’s really my target lor, now every week go swimming in hope to maintain my weight… so that after birth won’t be so jialiat… keke… but i really look fat now lor… so depressing…

later going shopping to buy some baby stuffs… think will start buying so that won’t feel the pinch if we were to buy everything at one time… everytime sales buy a little lor… hopefully my pocket allows… come to think of it… baby stuffs really very expensive leh… hope that i can win the stroller from motherhood den i can save 300 bucks liao… haha… another wishful thinking of mine… so many things need $$$ and my tuition job going to stop liao… no $$ coming in le… how??? anyone wants to buy insurance come find mi leh… so that i can earn a bit.. hahaha….. no la.. just joking… hope dear can get a higher pay rise la…. keke… i realised this entry got a lot of wishes manz… keke… how i wish i got a fairy god-mother to grant mi all my wishes lo…. den i dun need to fan liao… hehe….

ok liao la… i should stop all my day-dreaming le… wake up wake up… keke…

12pm 9 Oct 2007

why people always like that… beg u when they are in need of something… last time i also beg them, but what they gave mi in the end… i hate them.. i will never help them… its their problem… i already said very clearly last time but they just ignore mi… now i will ignore them also… when i beg them, they dun take into consideration that i’m their relative, so why should i take into consideration that they are my relative now??? this is the mess they created, so they have to bear it themselves… they can ask everyone in the family to call mi and persuade mi but i’m not going to change my mind… i already dun dare to step into that country anymore… i’m not going to have anything more to do with them… not a single thing… they teared everything apart first, so i dun feel i’m in the wrong not to help them…

its already the 15th week, but i still having my morning sickness… especially on thursday… dunno why… thursday i will feel very unwell… whatever i eat just came out… just now vomited again… feels so awful…. hopefully after week 16, i won’t vomit again… feel so weak after vomiting… even in the second trimster, i still feel very tired most of the time… unable to work normally… all the systems are down… always sleep and like sleep is never enough for mi no matter how long i sleep… like a pig now… have to keep eating, cos dun eat will vomit and keep sleeping… whole body very weak now… maybe falling sick again… been coughing for the past 2 weeks… headache and everything.. haiz… *-*

2.51pm 13 Sep 2007

Finally i have passed the critical period already!!! Yeah!!! now can consider stable liao ba… at first when it is still a small black dot, i kept wondering whether the baby is really inside me… but when i saw the shape of the baby during the scan last sat, i finally convinced myself that there is really a baby inside mi… haha.. the feeling was so amazing… i can see the head and the whole body is moving… he/she is also stretching his/her hand as if he/she is waving at us… the gynae said that the baby is very active.. haha.. but the sad thing is that i got a lot of pills to eat everyday and the pills are all very big in size… it is really a torture to swallow the pills everyday but it is all worth it cos for the baby ma…. i have to endure lor… hai…

next month should be able to know the gender liao ba… hope so.. haha.. hope he/she will open up his/her legs to let us see lo… hahaha…. but times really flies, in a blink of eyes, its already 3 months liao… 6 more months, i will be able to hold my baby in my hand liao…. kekekke… can’t wait to hug him/her….

2.07pm 3 Sep 2007

2 more weeks of holidays left… after that, school starts liao and my nightmare will begins le… can i really cope??? sometimes i will wonder about it… now i bidded only 4 courses… because of my stupidness, i ended up unable to get my 5th course… hai… this sem got 2 courses have to study myself.. hai.. so lonely.. haha.. but actually not really alone la since someone will be accompanying mi to school everyday… haha… so come to think of it.. still ok la.. haha… struggle through these 4 months and i can rest for 9 months liao… hehe… but i stil wondering can i cope??? with my studies, my work, my tuition and my little one… hmm… hai… why am i always trying to be superwoman??? though dear always say mi very xin fu, always can take afternoon nap and sleep as and when i want… haha… it is because my suffering period not here yet ma… when it come, u see how i suffer lor… hai… wat am i going to do???

6.15pm 30 July 2007

today feels so tired… morning went in office for training, later still got 2 tuitions… haiz… super sleepy now… last nite din really sleep well… nowadays very difficult to get to sleep, have to lie on the bed for dunno how long den can get to sleep… somemore last nite got one dumb dumb person called in the middle of the night at 1.30am and woke mi up… my hubby dun want to ans the call but this person keep on calling and messaging… in the end he had to off his phone… this dumb dumb caused mi to take a very long time den can get back to sleep… haiz… this person thought people dun need to sleep one ah… haiz…

cannot tahan liao… must go and take a nap now before going for tuition later… if not, later doze off while teaching… haha…

2.15pm 26 July 2007